for that someone special ,

if ohny he knew how much i truely care . no matter how many times he hurt me ,

ai always go running back . so heres for him , isnt it funny that every girls

 profile is about that one guy && yet he never knows taht every word is about

him && dont yu just hate it when yu give so many hint , he still doesnt

catch on . well , ai have love this guy for so long now , but everytime ai see him ,

ai know his got everything around him . & he doesnt need me .
ai truely know that , bbut still ai seem to fall for him . at first ai thought it was just a
stupid little crush . but ai now realise , its so much more . ai dont want to feel this way .
but ai cant help it . im always thinking bout him , wondering whats his doing &&
 is he thinking bout me ? everytime when ai see him , ai get weak in the knees .
&& even i've had the baddest day , his smile makes me smile .
 then ai just forget everything & wish ai could be closer to him , its kinda stupid really
 .. how much ai love him . Ai wish he know that & ai wish he love me too .

ai shouldnt love him ! but he makes me feel so special & he makes
me feel like im the only girl in his eyes , he makes me feel wanted .
 i've tried to move on from him , but when ai see him , ai feel guilty . when ai see him with
other girls , ai think that ai hate him , & for a split second , ai hate him .
but then he turns around & smile then ai fall in love with allover again . & its so hard to
 explain how much ai love him & im trying my best to explain it . but my love for him ,
can never fully written in words . its more of a feeling . & to the person ai love ,
 im really sorry that ai have a feeling this way , but no matter how

much yu hurt me , yu ken never stop me from loving yu . ai guess ,
 ai have too accept what going on now & try to work it . so i'll just stand here ,
 & hope one day , yu get the hint & say ai love yu too . but untill then ,
 i'll keep giving yu hints & hope yu will realise . that ai truely love yu .

yu always end up heart broken over little stupid things . that aint what yu call a reason .

just losing him , was the most hardest thing in life ai could do . but its funny how , someone

ken just fcuk up your relationship and break your heart to pieces & yu still love them ?

even letting them dissapear . without a last i love yu or a kiss to wish yu best in life .

and yu just love him so much , that they keep making yu feel worse . we could still be

together but bcos yu stopped loving me ai had to start sleeping with my teddy :( making it harder

nort to cry . my only love & fairytale has drifted away leaving me guilty for this to end ,

this way :(

i'll die for yu , just to prove to yu how much ai love yu & how important yu

were in my life . the only thing is keeping me alive , is that ure my friend but its

 sad calling yu friend cos we were more than close :'( ai never knew true love would

hurt as much as ai am now . ai need yu so much , its so hard not hearing yu saying ,

 ai love yu , like how yu used to . we were meant to be , but if yu didnt stop

loving me & try harder , we would be forever . my heart , is nothing without your love

 and all ai want is to feel your love again . but baby , if there isnt a me or yu again .

yu know ure always in my heart & your name is planted in my brain . all ai want is yu to be happy .

 wether its with me or without me , ai tried so hard . i'll rather give up my life just to

 show yu ai ken be better than before . ai miss yu so much & crazy . ai love yu forever .

your name is planted in my brain since the day it hurts that we're nort together

 but ai tried . love always hurt when its true love .

im gonna be missing yu forever .. ~ Muhammad Hafiz .

  [ Picture was long taken ! ]

~ I miss daddy :( Come home quick ! Dont forget my present ^^ Hehee <33

 

 

 

&& lastly this cutecute boy here .

So sorry , didnt miyt yu today . Promise yu next time oke . This week . Heee ,

cannort wait cannort wait to miyt ! Nyahaha . this boy , his crazy , cute , FUNNY ,

caring & alot more ^^ Whoever is his girlfriend , she's lucky to have him , trust me .

Takecare of him oke , future girlfriend . Whoever . Hahah ^^ Oke im bored . bored !

Yesterday , chatted with him . He make my day brighter . & thankyu for that ~

Really wanna miyt yu , but ai cant . A big sorry ! Okeoke , ai never had someone like him ,

yu know . Who ken just turn your sad world into a world that yu never be in it before .

Ai lost him once , nort gonna lost him twice . Okee ? Bboy , if yu're reading this , ai know

yu're smiling ! Hahah , smile wider oke . Nyahahah , miyt soon <33

 

Im done heree ,