♥ItsThatChikaa♥
♥ Saturday, January 29, 2011
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Boys who send you Good Morning/Goodnight texts everyday,
tells you you're beautiful when you look like a mess,
 wipes your tears when you cry, gives you surprise kisses, hugs you by the back
 and shows that he really loves you are the ones that are worth keeping. ♥

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♥ Friday, January 28, 2011
~ School was fun today ;


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~ OMMMGGGG ! Today was like fcuking fun in school .
Ai 've nort fight in school like how long . Since the closing of primary school .
Hahah , ohmygod ! Ai just rembat this chinese nerd guy during break time .
With , Hafyzah , Atiqah , Daniel & alot more . What the hell ! Very very , fcuking
alot of friends just gathering behind the canteen , near the field . OMGGG !
Danial was like taking his phone out & took a video on it . Hahahha . Ape la dan !
Hmmms , so aftr doing stuff to him , lastly Hafyzah take the bottle of water ,
pour it to him , Sedaaaaaap la . Hahahaa , we gave him a bath . Nyeeeeet ~
Oke enough . I miss him ! :( Mcm dah laen siaa he , issshk . Came home 6plus ,
had a blast with Fir in school just now ! Hhahah , beylo nyer laky . Hmmms ~
IM HUNGRY YOU KNOW ! Oke la , im tired liao . Tomorrow have dance pract .
Must be there , 930AM ! Issssssssssshkkk , saturday tao ! Hmmpffftttt .

Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.S

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♥ Thursday, January 27, 2011
, ai dont wanna sadsad anymore ;


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Okeoke , im like Super-Duper tired ! Hell fuck man , we had to dance , dance
& dance ~ Ohh my god , my legs are in pain , my body aching ! Bcos , we gotta
do like bend your body backwards & trying to touch our hands to our feet .
It wasnt easily yu know . Ai mean we had to do it like , 4 8s . If yu know what ai mean .
Dont know then nevermind . So practice , practice & practice till 630pm , them
finish ! At last . But , he didnt call or text :'( So sad ! Hmpppffft . Quite dissapointed lohr .
But its oke la , didnt blame him cos he got his school stuffs to do . So just let it be .
Hmmms :( ~ Well , now . Still havent heard from yet .

 Guess what ? Ai think my
girls are right . They were all so sweet , cheering me in class . Hahah , cos they know ,
bout my prob . So yeaah , ai did cry , remembering back . Hmmms , but ai think
ai really really ken move on . Cos our relationship , was just based on '' pitiness '' .
EEERRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH ~
Like finally over yu . & no ai will never go running back , i am so much
stronger than what ai used to be . i used to think yu were my world , untill ai found
someone else . ai guess ? Hah , im sorry , you never treated me like how he treat me .
Yes its true , we gotta go our seperate ways ,  ai have had enough , ai dont wanna
 cry over again .  im alright . ai dont wanna cry anymore . nothing will ever make me
 forget yu . i did truely love yu . understand my words , yu will find someone else .
dont change my mind , its already made up . yu should have treated me better , but now ai know
its too late . for so long ai have stuck on yu . im finally over yu :')
PS ; I STILL MISS YOUUU :')
~ Ohh yesyes , yesterday  FINALLY , ai met adib ! Nyeeeet ~
Happy ako . But , never get to take pics :( Cos of him ! Hmmppft .
Nevermind then . Met him around , 4plus almost to 5 ? Late siaa he ! Errrggghhhh .
So , sat at pondok ,talk , joke & laugh . Hahaha , funny la that beylo boy .
Do again oke , '' mrepek '' . HAHAHA , his the most lamest yet cutetest guy !
My drug , my everything . CheeeeeeyDeeeeeeyBaaaaaaaah ~ Hahahaha , but seriously
 his funny ! F-ing funny sia ^^ Although , some his jokes are mrepek , but still funny ^^
Hmmms , well . Ai havealready do what he ask me to do . But ai still owe him 1 MORE !
Hahha , wait If yu miyt me . oke , challos <33

Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.S


 

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♥ Tuesday, January 25, 2011
~ im bored :(

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~ Olaaah . Oke , im bored . To deaath ! Yu know , i've been at home ,
since ai got that eye infection . Errghh ! But , thankfully im oke now .
But nort fully recover lohr , my eye still pain , but getting lesser red . Wheee ~
So tomorrow , im going school & dance ! ^^ Miss all of them . Hmmmms .
now currently waiting for him to text . Slow laa ~ Going to miyt that silly , long lost
friend of mine . Ai mean like finally , after this years , ai finally get to miyt him .
Wheeeee ~ But , now still waiting for him to finish eating ! Cehpat la BEYLO !
Heeeee ~ im hungry , norrt yet eat . Hmmmmmmmmmmm ~ Oke la ,
my otak blank already liao !

Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.S

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♥ Monday, January 24, 2011
~ ai miss this peeps :'(

~ Ai miss this peeps :'(

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~ Ai miss babygirls :'(

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~ Once a couple <3 Memories of us . Im ready & im oke to move on now .
<33 Though , ai miss him :'(

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~ ai miss twinney :'(

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~ ai miss fyzaah :'( This one for yu babe ;
Thank yu for being there when ai niyd someone , when ai niyd some shoulders to
cry on . Even though , ai dont really know yu that close , but im willing to .
First day when ai was in school , ai thought yu're just one stuck up bitch , but no .
No offence b ! But , seriously , yu're nort . & ai hope things ken get more better oke .
I love youu ~ & yes , ure my sister love oke ^^ No more fights or what .
Im gald that ai met yu <333 Miyt soon oke baby ~ Nak hug nak hug ! ^^ Teheee .

Oke , update later or tomorrow oke ! & yes , my eyes are getting better .
ai think ? Hahah ~

Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.S

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♥ Sunday, January 23, 2011
~ Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~


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for that someone special ,
if ohny he knew how much i truely care . no matter how many times he hurt me ,
ai always go running back . so heres for him , isnt it funny that every girls
 profile is about that one guy && yet he never knows taht every word is about
him && dont yu just hate it when yu give so many hint , he still doesnt
catch on . well , ai have love this guy for so long now , but everytime ai see him ,
ai know his got everything around him . & he doesnt need me .
ai truely know that , bbut still ai seem to fall for him . at first ai thought it was just a
stupid little crush . but ai now realise , its so much more . ai dont want to feel this way .
but ai cant help it . im always thinking bout him , wondering whats his doing &&
 is he thinking bout me ? everytime when ai see him , ai get weak in the knees .
&& even i've had the baddest day , his smile makes me smile .
 then ai just forget everything & wish ai could be closer to him , its kinda stupid really
 .. how much ai love him . Ai wish he know that & ai wish he love me too .

ai shouldnt love him ! but he makes me feel so special & he makes
me feel like im the only girl in his eyes , he makes me feel wanted .
 i've tried to move on from him , but when ai see him , ai feel guilty . when ai see him with
other girls , ai think that ai hate him , & for a split second , ai hate him .
but then he turns around & smile then ai fall in love with allover again . & its so hard to
 explain how much ai love him & im trying my best to explain it . but my love for him ,
can never fully written in words . its more of a feeling . & to the person ai love ,
 im really sorry that ai have a feeling this way , but no matter how
much yu hurt me , yu ken never stop me from loving yu . ai guess ,
 ai have too accept what going on now & try to work it . so i'll just stand here ,
 & hope one day , yu get the hint & say ai love yu too . but untill then ,
 i'll keep giving yu hints & hope yu will realise . that ai truely love yu .

yu always end up heart broken over little stupid things . that aint what yu call a reason .
just losing him , was the most hardest thing in life ai could do . but its funny how , someone
ken just fcuk up your relationship and break your heart to pieces & yu still love them ?
even letting them dissapear . without a last i love yu or a kiss to wish yu best in life .
and yu just love him so much , that they keep making yu feel worse . we could still be
together but bcos yu stopped loving me ai had to start sleeping with my teddy :( making it harder
nort to cry . my only love & fairytale has drifted away leaving me guilty for this to end ,
this way :(

i'll die for yu , just to prove to yu how much ai love yu & how important yu
were in my life . the only thing is keeping me alive , is that ure my friend but its
 sad calling yu friend cos we were more than close :'( ai never knew true love would
hurt as much as ai am now . ai need yu so much , its so hard not hearing yu saying ,
 ai love yu , like how yu used to . we were meant to be , but if yu didnt stop
loving me & try harder , we would be forever . my heart , is nothing without your love
 and all ai want is to feel your love again . but baby , if there isnt a me or yu again .
yu know ure always in my heart & your name is planted in my brain . all ai want is yu to be happy .
 wether its with me or without me , ai tried so hard . i'll rather give up my life just to
 show yu ai ken be better than before . ai miss yu so much & crazy . ai love yu forever .
your name is planted in my brain since the day it hurts that we're nort together
 but ai tried . love always hurt when its true love .
im gonna be missing yu forever .. ~ Muhammad Hafiz .
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~ I miss daddy :( Come home quick ! Dont forget my present ^^ Hehee <33
 
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&& lastly this cutecute boy here .
So sorry , didnt miyt yu today . Promise yu next time oke . This week . Heee ,
cannort wait cannort wait to miyt ! Nyahaha . this boy , his crazy , cute , FUNNY ,
caring & alot more ^^ Whoever is his girlfriend , she's lucky to have him , trust me .
Takecare of him oke , future girlfriend . Whoever . Hahah ^^ Oke im bored . bored !
Yesterday , chatted with him . He make my day brighter . & thankyu for that ~
Really wanna miyt yu , but ai cant . A big sorry ! Okeoke , ai never had someone like him ,
yu know . Who ken just turn your sad world into a world that yu never be in it before .
Ai lost him once , nort gonna lost him twice . Okee ? Bboy , if yu're reading this , ai know
yu're smiling ! Hahah , smile wider oke . Nyahahah , miyt soon <33
 
Im done heree ,
Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.S


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` My eyes pain liao ;


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~ Ouuuccchhh ! My eyes are killing me , isshkk . Ai think ai get it from ,
shawal la ! He also having eye sore . Dammn ! Hmmms , well . There's nothing ai
ken do bout it . Ohh please please , make my eyes better . Ai wanna go school
tomorrow & my dance pract ! Please please please . If school ai never go
its oke , but nort for dance pract ! Nyahahah . Ai wanna go . I miss my twinney ! ~
Hmmms , ai miss disturbing , My Pang my science teacher . Hahah .
But , most importantly , i miss [ INSERT NAME ] :'(( Please oh please . God , make
my eyes better . Teheee ^^ News flash ! Fitri came my house , & he was like
knocking , knocking & knocking . At first didnt know who it was , so ai just open ,
the door a lil bit . When ai saw his face . SLAAAAMM ! Ai close the door .
What the hell !? What does he freaking want . Then ai remembered , he wants his
phone back which lend me last year . What the hello !? Now then he wanna
take . Didnt want to miyt him , bcos he will start his talking non-stop ! Errghh , irrits .
So instead , ai ignore him . Ommg ! Im dead boring here , at home all alone .
Maybe tomorrow , will nort going to school ? Ai think , it all depends on eyes !
Today , eat , watch tevee , play pc & sleep . Errghh , im like a pig , resting at home !
Hate it , ai wanna go out ! Ohh , currently chatting with Adib Aka Bboy Cream .
Thats what he say , hahah ~ His sweet la . & caring . Thankyu oke adib .
Thankyu for comforting me & been there for me . Thankyu for being my friend ^^
My long lost friend <33 Mayb will miyt him tomorrow , he wants to see my eyes .
Hahah . okeoke , im hungrry ! Sleepy some more . Wish everythings fine tomorrow !

Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.s

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♥ Saturday, January 22, 2011
~ ai miss yuu ;

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~ Hello ! Today damn boring . Isshhkk , didnt do anything .
Didnt go anywher . Just all the way at home . Bcos of my eyes ! Errghh , irrits !
Hmm , been chatting , looking his fb & blogging . That is all ai do today .
Succks ! Err , ai hate taking medicine ! Blueeh :p No nice ~ Ouucchh , my eyes .
Its killing me , dammit . Hmm , pain , pain & pain . Im alone , at home . While
mum & sis went out . Gotta admit , ai miss him so much . Wish ai could turn back time .
:'( Tssskk . I miss him , i miss him & i miss him . Ai just cant forget bout him .
Ai will be lieing if ai say that ai hate him . Isshkk . Ai miss yu baby ! ~ If ure reading this .
All what im typing , its truee . Oke , im bored ! My eyes are killing me !
My body ache , my leg are pain too ! ~ Tsskk , im sick . Ai feel like ai cant move .
Nort even walk , cos if ai do , ai will just drop , fcuuuk ! Whats happening to me .

Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.S

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♥ Friday, January 21, 2011
~ ai cant move on ; im stuck


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Hais , as yu'll know . Me & him arent meant to be together . & its my fault ,
for falling for him too fast . Ai didnt see this was coming . Hais , im just so freaking
heartbroken . < 3 - why ? Keep tellong myself to get over him , but ai just cant .
Ai love him . Ai really do . & the reason why he ask me steady is the first place ,
is bcos he felt pity for me ! Errgghh , irf ai know . Ai wouldnt have accepted him .
It is my fault . Im now shattered into pieces :'( Ai really hate this . & for baby ,
maybe in future who knows . We're still in contact ? Ai hope , yu're happy oke .
& goodluck for your driving license . Okee , Hafiz . ~ I love yuu :')
Im sorry for everything & ai thankyu for what yu've done :')
 ~ The song , '' Hurt '' / is for yu oke .

For peeps , yu'll wanna know why kan , oke . This is what he send to me ,
ai dont blame him or what oke . Mayb his true . & for future girlfriend of Hafiz ,
please , takecare of him & treasure him well oke . Love him , like yu never
love anyone so important before :') Haais . Babygirls , ai niyd a '' day out '' ! Day out ,
yu know what ai do right . Text me <33

 '' Baby, I’m really sorry. I really do not want to hurt you.
Seriously, I’m torn apart seeing you like this. It was never my intention to make it this way.
 Swear to god, this is my first time being in a relationship and I did this.
 And when you say about my ex, it wasn’t about her seriously.
I admit I still have feelings for her but my heart for her is already not there.
I can’t accept her back. And, I never did compare her with you.
It is in my knowledge to know that each individual have its own flaws and strength.
Each has her own unique way.


One more thing. I really don’t know if breaking up is a solution here.
I hate to end it here. Yes, im sorry to say, we are breaking off.
I’m pressurise to make you happy and keeping myself happy.
 I’m trying so hard not to follow what my guts say. In the end,
I guess you and me are not meant to be together. Our maturity level is very different.
Mindset very different. The reason I asked you for stead that faithful 21/12,
is seriously, cz of pitiness. Im not ready to be in a relationship yet.
 But you so want it. Maybe if we had
waited longer, my love would have grew.

One reason is love. As you know, you can’t force your feeling.
You can’t force yourself to love someone or stop loving someone.
I’ve been thinking. To continue with you but with minimal love from me
or to break off and hurt you. The first solution will somehow end with the
 second solution. So I rather pick the second solution.

Thanks for the memory sayang. I really appreciate you kindness, time, love,
care and concern and sacrifices. You are really someone great.
Go out and enjoy life. But seriously, you can still contact me.
 I’m still ssingle and not dating anyone. Win my heart, ill be with you back.
It’s really up to you syg.. Sorry ''

Its oke ;')
~ Oke , just wanna say , his the best ai ever had . & i love him ;')
Hafiz , please takecare of yourself oke . Get in touch often . & dont do stupid
things oke . Im always praying for yu & your future ahead of yu . Once in awile ,
we miyt up oke . Hais ;') Ohh last , is '' OMMGGG '' , hhaaha . Had wild memory
with yu . & mayb in fiture , ai try oke , win your heart back ;') But , botton line ,
ai dont wanna force myself & yu oke . But the real fact , i would be lieing to
 yu if ai say ai hate yu . cos it will never cross my mind about yu thinking hat way .
distance was never the reason , its the hearts that counts . so whenever we dont always
 get to be by each other side ,dont wory , cos i wont stop thinking about you ,
not even for a sec ;')but precious times , you & me , i'll keep it deep down in my heart .
Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.s

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~ ai knew it ;

Most terrible day today ! Fuck this day :'((

2nd post of the day . Im typing this , as  my tears drop down to my cheeks .
My eyes are swollen as if im being punched . But now , im being punched to
the heart . It hurts , really hurts . All this while , ai just knew it . Ai knew it yu cant
love me more . Its oke . Hais , im feeling im torn apart . My heart just break .
Again , ohmygod . Hais . Why is it have to be this way ? Is falling for yu really hard ,
my fault ? I really love yu , but its just yu . My heart broke in a million piece &
ai dont know if it ken be put back together again :'(( Hais hais . Im really , errghh .


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` am ai worthless ;

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~ Happy Monthsary Baby ! <333333 Love yu & always will oke .
Hmms , what ai dont understand is . Ure really different . Im sorry , but yu are .
Hais . Me & yu nort that good ? What is that suppose to mean . Yu do miss your
old life , dont yu ? Ai dont know what else to say . Im here , tearing , broken &
all . But yu ? Relax jher , & yu forget to tell me something , that yu wanted too .
But its oke . Hmms , baby .. If yu dont have feelings for me anymore or wanna let
me go , just say it oke . Ai dont want yu to hold it in against yu . Oke ?
Hmmmms . Ai just feel something aint right . Just tell me okee . Hais .
 
~ Ouucchh ! My eyes pain :"( Went to the polyclinic with twinney .
Thank yu twinney ! ~ Love yaa . Hahah , had lots of fun spending time with twinney .
TEHEEEE ~ that irritating pantat duckk <33 Wheee ~ OhMyGhee , my eyes
really bad ! Now , ai cant even open half of my eyes . Gheees ~ Help me , please .
Ohh , didnt went school today ! YAAY :)) Hahah , okee lamee . Hmmms ,
just really miss him :"(  - Happy Monthsary again <33
 
Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.S
 

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♥ Tuesday, January 18, 2011
~ Babybabybabybaby ;

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Okee baby ! Its enough . Ai dont wanna fight or what so ever oke .
Please , we've been like fighting , since when ? Ai dont know . One settle , another
one come up . We're different , right ? Hais , baby / Please , please . Just for
once , we'll stop fighting . Hmms , yu know ai love yu kan . Ai want let yu go
that easy b ! Isshhkk , believe me . But , hahah . Yu know , ai get easily jealous kan ,
so .. Bare with it or what oke . Ai dont like fighting , in fact , ai HATE fighting .
Hmms , baby baby ! Remember after watching movie , we sat & talk . Yu told
me something & ai was like OMGGG ! ~ Hahah , OMGGGG ! :DDDD
Nyeeet , hahah . Please oke baby . I love youu <3333333
Anws , school was awesome . Hahah , still same but awesome . Ai saw drama
peeps acting out . Audition uhr , hahah . Funny ! :)) Went back with awul as usaul .
Ohh ohh , bazly was daaamnn , irrits siaa . Hahah . Errghhh , benci ako ! ~
Zzzzzz , im tired la . Nak sleep oke oke ^^ Baby , hope ure reading this .
I LOVE YOUUUU <333333333333

Takecare , Xoxo , Eeqah.S

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♥ Monday, January 17, 2011
~ what the hell ?


2nd post for todaay . Just chat with baby . Errrghhh !
Feeling fcuked up ! Seriously , what the hell yu talking ? Are yu even
listen to what yu saying . Yu think all this is a jooke ? Finee , ai admit . Im nort the same
as your ex , & never will be ! Oke ? Im sorry , irf im different from the rest of your ex .
Hais , ai cant believe yu said that . Ai mean , if its really true yu want us to apart ,
tell me . Dont say negative words , just to let me break up with yu ! Why are yu doing
this ? Some more ken say , '' Hahah , pandai ah yu ! :) Yes its true , hahaha ! ''
What the hell sia yu . Nak betol2 ? Ai ken make it happen , bcos . Yu dah tahrq synng
ai . Nak buwat aper kan , ai cant force yu to love me . Hais , b oh b .
Kinda heartbroken . Nanty yu say , '' tharqlah , joking jher , maen2 jher '' .. Arent
yu abit over limit ? Tsskk . Ai dont like us talking or playing bout this things la oke .
Yu know ai love yu so much . But , why ? Hais . Ai dont know what to say . Ai mean ,
yu ken even '' THUMBS UP '' to me . WTH !? Kirekan , yu're just waiting for
me to ask yu for break luhr ny ? Ai get it , ai get it . Okee . & If yu're gonna say yu're
just joking & stuffs . Can yu like nort say bout this AGAIN ! ITS BREAKS
MY HEART , DO YU KNOW ! Tsskk , sedih siah b . Cant believe yu're like this .
Ai know la , depan your '' edora '' yu gynik . Or ai dont know la . Chat with me
halfway jher ? Internet spoil ? Some more , nak cakap ape . Hais , ai just hope ,
yu love me so much . Tssskk . ;"( * crying *

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~ I miss youu senget , schools fun, for now ; hahahh ~

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Helloooo ~
Im freaking happy la sey ! Issshkkk , ai made it to the syf dance .
Hahah , oh my ghee ~ HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY ! What mummy says is true .
Just show off what ai've got . & they were like , jaws dropping . Hahah , even
bazly , stared . Hahahah ! ~ WTH . Teacher love it . Love me too . Ohh yeaah ,
that bitch suddenly talk to me . Hahahha <333 Theres this veryy sachek girl .
Yu ken drool siaa . But sorry , ai aint no lesbian . Hahhaha . I've beeen
missing baby , since everyday . Currently chatting with him . Hmmms , ai really
miss yu . Hope yu know that baby . & hope yu feel the same way too .
Haais . Ai understand whats happening , so ai dont wanna bother yu much .
Im just waiting for your text & calls everyday . Im sick & tired of fighting again
and again oke baby . Please , just get back the way we are last time .
If ken :") Hais , baby ohh baby . When ai miyt yu , SWEAR , im gonna hug
the hell out of yu . & kiss yuu ! ~ Hahaha , wheeeeee . See me soon , please .
Ohh ohhh , ai get scolded by DP cos , ai shouted & play catch . Shouted
at the teacher , played catch with my friend . HAHAHH , so the malu ! But ,
what the hell , ai dont give a fcuuk ~ If baby , dapat tawu . Teheeee . ai dont know .
Hoope he wont ^^ Im sleeepy . Gonna knock off now aytee .

I LOVE MUHAMMAD HAFIZ <333333

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♥ Sunday, January 16, 2011
; im sot , damn it .



; Hey . So , today didnt really do much at home . But , went to watch movie ,
with mummy . OMGG ~ '' Burlesque '' was really awesomeee ! Guys ,
yu should watch it . Confirm , you'll will drool irf yu watch the movie ! Ai give all thumbs
up . Hahaha . Ai super love the moviee :)) Hahha . Okeoke , enough bout it aytee .
GO WATCH IT ! ~ Hahaha . Errggh , tomorrow going to school , again .
&& ai still nort yet apply my cca . Hais , should ai just move on from dancing ? Or ,
should ai stay ? Ai love dancing & im nort stopping . Butt , somehow , ai hate the
upper sec bitches whos in the dance . Must ai be afraid ? Hah ! Hell no okee .
Hmms , ai dont want any trouble yu see . If they open their mouth , ohh yes . Im gonna
too ! Help me out here . Friends ask me to join drama . Ai really dont know !
Ohh god , help me . Hmmms , ai want see baby . His busy & stuffs . Didnt call me today .
Hais , mayb his right bout one thing . Mayb im nort ready . Hais :'(( Ai miss baby .
Seriously , *crying*

Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.S

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♥ Saturday, January 15, 2011
~ Baby , im shattered into pieces .


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; Hmms , ai really miss this time we had . Pic was taken just before he goes overseas .
Hais , but now . Ai dont really know him . Its like , ai just know the new him .
Its that bad ? Errrghh . Ai really hate this feeling right now . Ai mean , why cant ai just
have a normal fun - loving relationship . Dont get me wrong , he shows that , but .
In a different way . Ai didnt expect him to say that . Ai really didnt . My heart ,
just shattered into pieces . Ai cant really say much , as that was his decision . :'(
Ai cant do anything . But , why cant he just be comfortable with me ? He says , it wasnt
my fault & dont blame me stuffs . But why is he like that ? His trying to say smething .
But couldnt say it ? Or am ai just being paranoid ? Hais , ai hate this feeling .
Ai miss the old him , the old apis . He admit that he change . He just got worst .
Why b why ? Yu're nort like how yu used to . Maybe somehow , yu regret being with
me ? Ai dont know . Your love for me cant grow ? Hais , ai really love yu , with
all my heart . Why do yu have to be like this ? Im afraid to lose yu & yu know that .
Ai miss those times , we laugh , we joke , we talk , we make fun , we do crazy stuffs .
Ai miss being around yu . Ai miss seeing your beyloness . Ai miss the time when we
quarrel among ourself & how yu used to sulk your face . Haha , :") Ai miss yu .
Ai miss all we had . But now , your love for me , just get lesser & lesser . Am ai right ?
It cant grow any bigger as yu said . Hais , baby . My heart just shattered into pieces .
Baby , all ai asking for is just yu to be happy with me , thats all , Errghh :'((
Ai would do anything for yu , but yu know ai have my limits ayte . Hais , why is it have
to be this way !? *crying* .Oke , its my fault for breaking my promise .
B ,  Im crying so horribly right now .& Im sorry to here , atok masok hospital &
ai know , in your mind , yu have lots of things going on . Hais , its true im hurt , but ,
like ai say , ai wont say anything bout us being apart . Ai dont know for yu .
Hais , iloveyou , muhammad hafiz . If yu're reading this , im feeling really horrible
without yu . Ai mean it .



                                                     ~ Pleaaase b  :'(

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Hello :) Hahha , Eqah asked me to update again. Hmm , well. Yeah. 
K , Tfr :) BYE ;D


♥ Friday, January 14, 2011


Hi! Hahha , basically - This is , Meg. Eqah's twin. Hmm , she asked me to update her blog. She isn't in a mood. Cheer up baby . He wants the good out of you ^^v I'm always here to lend a shoulder for you to cry on and I'm all ears. CHEEER UP :D Hahah , alright. So , for her. School was fine. Some uppersec bitches said she pecah. Jealous much? Ntah-ntah muke kau 100 kali pecah dari bay i ok? Tyvm :D 
Thankyou for reading her blog <3 BYE!


~ im dummmmmmmmmmmmb ;


 , No mood , AGAIN :'(( Kinda really breaks my heart , when
yu say that . Hais , iloveyouu & all , butt ... Hais , its oke . Twinney will update for me ,

Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.S

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♥ Thursday, January 13, 2011
; What the hell siaa , best kan best ;


~ Fcuuukk ! HE PAITAW ! BENCI AKO . ISSHHKKK !
NO CALLS NO TEXT !? SIAAK UHR , WAITING LIKE STUPID
FOOL UNDER THE BLOCK SINCE HE SAY HE WANNA GO OUT !
WHAT THE HELL ! ERRGGHHHHHH ! FRUSTRATED ! ~ IF YU DONT WANNA
MIYT , THEN JUST SAY IT . NAK MIYT YOUR FRIEND ? NAK GO JOG ?
GO LA GO . TATAO NAK CALL ? GOT PUBLIC PHONE KAN . MIYT KAWAN ?
CANNORT LEND HP TO TEXT ME SAYING CANNORT MIYT ? WHAT THE HELL .
EEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
BINGET , SUMPAH BINGET ! ~ :'( thot of just wanna spend time with yu seyy , tsskk .

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Baby , im worried sick of yu ;

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~ Heyheyy ! IM LIKE FREAKING STRESS !
Damn it , im fcuking worried siaa bout baby . He hasnt call or text me since
this morning , im afraid . So afraid . Baby wher are yu ? I've been calling &
texting yu since just now , but .. No ans or reply ? Im worried , very worried .
Ai called , mimi , feezah & bai to ask yu wher yu at . All of them dont know .
Pleasee , text me :'( Eeerrgghh !
Im at ahdek wiwi's house . Im here , but my mind's on baby . Wher the hell is he ?!
Im so worried ! ~ Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn :'( -
Pictures of me , ahdek , babygirls & school friends <33333333333333
Baby , please text me :'(( ~ I love youuu . Enjoy pics ey ;

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~ Gmbr with babygirls when outing ^^ <33333333

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♥ Wednesday, January 12, 2011
~ Baby , i love youuu ; && ai made new friends , hahahah ^^

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~ Hello ! ^^ Im back peeps . Hehee !
So sorry for nort updating oke . Kinda busy , with school & stuffs .
Haaha , well . Finally me & baby are oke . After a few arguements & anger ,
here & there . We managed to settle it . Hmmms , partly , it was all my fault .
Yesterday met him at bns at 5plus . Went eat , then talk . Errgghh , felt like crying
infront of him . But was controlling it ohny . I miss baby (': Muhammad Hafiz ! ~ Hhaha .

I love youu baby <33

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Well , today wasnt a bad day . Its kinda fun today . Haha , ai made new friends la !
Hahah , err , ai ohny remembered Hamkah's name ? Haha , guys . If ure reading this ,
sorry yer . Tharq ingat la namer . Sorry tao tao . Tegor pat school oke dudes <3
~ Wheeeeeee . Errr , im bored but hyper la . Hahha , currently , chatting with Wan &
texting baby . Baby siao ! Sumpah siao ! Hahah , bbb sahket ? Kecian sey . Hahah ,
baby , yu know ai know yer . HAHAH ! ~ Hmmms , baby like pig saaak , SLEEP
jher tawu . Issshhkk , geramnyer ako . Tssskk ! Nevermind , his teeth pain la , so .
What to do . Hahah . Got homework la sey ! MALAS narq buwaaat ! ~
Okeoke , thats it for now .

Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.S

~ Enjoy picturee ;

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; I MISS TWINNEY ! ~ <3333333

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