; Hmms , ai really miss this time we had . Pic was taken just before he goes overseas .

Hais , but now . Ai dont really know him . Its like , ai just know the new him .

Its that bad ? Errrghh . Ai really hate this feeling right now . Ai mean , why cant ai just

have a normal fun - loving relationship . Dont get me wrong , he shows that , but .

In a different way . Ai didnt expect him to say that . Ai really didnt . My heart ,

just shattered into pieces . Ai cant really say much , as that was his decision . :'(

Ai cant do anything . But , why cant he just be comfortable with me ? He says , it wasnt

my fault & dont blame me stuffs . But why is he like that ? His trying to say smething .

But couldnt say it ? Or am ai just being paranoid ? Hais , ai hate this feeling .

Ai miss the old him , the old apis . He admit that he change . He just got worst .

Why b why ? Yu're nort like how yu used to . Maybe somehow , yu regret being with

me ? Ai dont know . Your love for me cant grow ? Hais , ai really love yu , with

all my heart . Why do yu have to be like this ? Im afraid to lose yu & yu know that .

Ai miss those times , we laugh , we joke , we talk , we make fun , we do crazy stuffs .

Ai miss being around yu . Ai miss seeing your beyloness . Ai miss the time when we

quarrel among ourself & how yu used to sulk your face . Haha , :") Ai miss yu .

Ai miss all we had . But now , your love for me , just get lesser & lesser . Am ai right ?

It cant grow any bigger as yu said . Hais , baby . My heart just shattered into pieces .

Baby , all ai asking for is just yu to be happy with me , thats all , Errghh :'((

Ai would do anything for yu , but yu know ai have my limits ayte . Hais , why is it have

to be this way !? *crying* .Oke , its my fault for breaking my promise .
B ,  Im crying so horribly right now .& Im sorry to here , atok masok hospital &
ai know , in your mind , yu have lots of things going on . Hais , its true im hurt , but ,
like ai say , ai wont say anything bout us being apart . Ai dont know for yu .
Hais , iloveyou , muhammad hafiz . If yu're reading this , im feeling really horrible
without yu . Ai mean it .



                                                     ~ Pleaaase b  :'(