♥ItsThatChikaa♥
♥ Friday, January 21, 2011
~ ai cant move on ; im stuck


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Hais , as yu'll know . Me & him arent meant to be together . & its my fault ,
for falling for him too fast . Ai didnt see this was coming . Hais , im just so freaking
heartbroken . < 3 - why ? Keep tellong myself to get over him , but ai just cant .
Ai love him . Ai really do . & the reason why he ask me steady is the first place ,
is bcos he felt pity for me ! Errgghh , irf ai know . Ai wouldnt have accepted him .
It is my fault . Im now shattered into pieces :'( Ai really hate this . & for baby ,
maybe in future who knows . We're still in contact ? Ai hope , yu're happy oke .
& goodluck for your driving license . Okee , Hafiz . ~ I love yuu :')
Im sorry for everything & ai thankyu for what yu've done :')
 ~ The song , '' Hurt '' / is for yu oke .

For peeps , yu'll wanna know why kan , oke . This is what he send to me ,
ai dont blame him or what oke . Mayb his true . & for future girlfriend of Hafiz ,
please , takecare of him & treasure him well oke . Love him , like yu never
love anyone so important before :') Haais . Babygirls , ai niyd a '' day out '' ! Day out ,
yu know what ai do right . Text me <33

 '' Baby, I’m really sorry. I really do not want to hurt you.
Seriously, I’m torn apart seeing you like this. It was never my intention to make it this way.
 Swear to god, this is my first time being in a relationship and I did this.
 And when you say about my ex, it wasn’t about her seriously.
I admit I still have feelings for her but my heart for her is already not there.
I can’t accept her back. And, I never did compare her with you.
It is in my knowledge to know that each individual have its own flaws and strength.
Each has her own unique way.


One more thing. I really don’t know if breaking up is a solution here.
I hate to end it here. Yes, im sorry to say, we are breaking off.
I’m pressurise to make you happy and keeping myself happy.
 I’m trying so hard not to follow what my guts say. In the end,
I guess you and me are not meant to be together. Our maturity level is very different.
Mindset very different. The reason I asked you for stead that faithful 21/12,
is seriously, cz of pitiness. Im not ready to be in a relationship yet.
 But you so want it. Maybe if we had
waited longer, my love would have grew.

One reason is love. As you know, you can’t force your feeling.
You can’t force yourself to love someone or stop loving someone.
I’ve been thinking. To continue with you but with minimal love from me
or to break off and hurt you. The first solution will somehow end with the
 second solution. So I rather pick the second solution.

Thanks for the memory sayang. I really appreciate you kindness, time, love,
care and concern and sacrifices. You are really someone great.
Go out and enjoy life. But seriously, you can still contact me.
 I’m still ssingle and not dating anyone. Win my heart, ill be with you back.
It’s really up to you syg.. Sorry ''

Its oke ;')
~ Oke , just wanna say , his the best ai ever had . & i love him ;')
Hafiz , please takecare of yourself oke . Get in touch often . & dont do stupid
things oke . Im always praying for yu & your future ahead of yu . Once in awile ,
we miyt up oke . Hais ;') Ohh last , is '' OMMGGG '' , hhaaha . Had wild memory
with yu . & mayb in fiture , ai try oke , win your heart back ;') But , botton line ,
ai dont wanna force myself & yu oke . But the real fact , i would be lieing to
 yu if ai say ai hate yu . cos it will never cross my mind about yu thinking hat way .
distance was never the reason , its the hearts that counts . so whenever we dont always
 get to be by each other side ,dont wory , cos i wont stop thinking about you ,
not even for a sec ;')but precious times , you & me , i'll keep it deep down in my heart .
Takecare , XOXO , Eeqah.s

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