~ Im really dissapointed in youuu
~ Daaaang ! All first , ai ken say is that ! Im so SHOCKED !
Fcuking shock . Im so dissapointed in yu dy ! Ai really am ))':
Haaais . Okay wait wait . Hmmms , just now went out with Joyce , Natasha ,
Afan to go Yew Tee . Then met Zal & his friends . Slack here & there ,
ai went woodlands back around 4plus , cos miyting my PO . Urrghh !
So the lecey . She treated me lunch , had a chat . Ohh , Fasha was
there too . Hahah ! Funny though . Okaay , so after chatting with her
for like , 2hours . Then went home . Cos feeling tired & all shit . So ai
went home . Also my batt died . Once reached home , there wasnt anyone
at home . So go out back , went to slacking place . Fortunately ,
brothers was there . So slack here and there . Around 9plus then went home ..
Hmm , okay now . Around 1.15pm . Guess what happen . Hmmmms ~
Ai receive text from dy .
Dy : - My , I miss youu ))':
Me : - I miss youu too ! Where you go !?
Dy : - Lockup ))':
Me : - Dah agak ! Why are you nort taking care of yourslef ?
Ai ask you too ))':
Dy : - Ai know my . Im sorry , ai promise ai wont do it again .
Me : - Haais , okay . When wanna miyt ?
Dy : - Nort sure , but ai try . My , ai gtg . My dad taking my phone .
Me : - Then how to contact !?
Dy : - Ai use a way to call yu , ai promise .
Me : - *CRYING* Okayy , i love youu b ! Please takecare of yourself .
Dy : - I love youu too bb ))':
& thats the end of the conversation . Haaaais ! ))": Ai know what you'll
will think . You'll will just say , OMG just leave him . His nort
right for you & he doesnt deserve your love . & all kinds . Haais , but ..
Ai cant put myself together ! Im nort strong enough . Like other girls .
Daddy , this is for youu ~
~ Now , im really dissapointed in you . You make me trust you ,
but end up , your the one who broke your promise . Haais , remember that
ai wanted to run ? And you didnt allow me too . What did ai do ? Ai
listened to youu . Ai stayed at home for couple days . But , in return , why
are you doing this ? Baby , dont you love me ? Ai really do miss youu .
But , please . For me , dont do anything stupid that make you in trouble .
You know , that you're everything to me right . Ai was shocked when you
said that you were in LOCKUP ! Like , daaamn . If im crazy , ai will
do more than what you did ! See how you feel . Hais , but rest assure
ai wont . Bcos ai don't wanna lose something special , that is meaningfull to
me ))': I miss the way that we always on the phone midnight , till the next
morning . & you always make the sound ^^ You know ai know . Hahah .
Ai miss the fun when we're outside . Always picking on each other .
Ai just want all that to come back . Ai just wish , that ai ken turn back time .
But in reality , now , ai cant ))': Ai want your arms around me , like how
you use to hug me . Ai want your cuteness . Ai want your angryness ^^
Bcos when you're angry , you're cutee . Hahah . Ai want everything
to be like how we used to . Ken you make it happen ? Ken you stop
doing stupid stuffs . Getting into riots or whatever you do . Just stop it .
Think of mama . If you never think of her , then at least think of me .
Please . What ai want is to love and to be loved . Sometimes your nearness
taken my breath away and all the things ai want to say can find no voice .
Then in silence , ai can only hope my eyes will speak my heart .
To be your friend was all ai ever wanted to be your lover was all ai ever dreamed .
If ai could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile ,
ai would have the whole night sky in the palm of my hand .
Baby . iloveyouuu ))': - Please , takecare of yourself .
XOXO , Eeqah.S <3
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