; EeqahSmallie , One In A Million♥

She`s the type of girl who`s hurt deep inside,

yet am willing to look at you with a smile. Most definitely the kind of girl

who`s willing to brighten up your day, even if she can`t seem to brighten up her own world .

Dont take her for granted , cos once she's out , you'll never get to see her again .

Treasure the one you love , really closed . Cos once they're gone , they're gone .

And there's nothing you can do bout it .

To [ Kecyk Botak ] ;

I know the past mistakes I`ve done . and am trying to learn to make things right.

I have done wrong in my life and I dont want to do it again .

My love for youu is beyond questionable .

Being the controller of my emotions, feelings and fear as for I don`t

wish to be controlled by it. The little things that makes me realise how fortunate

I`ve always been. Spacing in room for you . and im glad that I can do it .

I love youu from the start , and believe you too . But hearing the things you did ,

just make me sank . I dont wish to move on , cos I know , I will lose

something really precious , and that is you .

Dangg, it`s been getting to me till now.

I just can`t let it go easily since i was so looking forward to it.

It always spoils my excitement. Just one word, DISSAPOINTED.

I freaking need a living punching bag right now. I`ve always love you .

But sadly why am i always been hurt ? Why are you doing this to me ?

uurrrggghhhhh ! Pull yourself together Eqah .

Only my hugging pillow knows how many nights i`ve cried.

Im here stressed up at home , while you're outside enjoying with girls

and your boys . What really hurts me is when you said ,

'' Yes I did .. Eu jealous ? Eu angry ? ''

Its like f - ing straight . I know im just a girl , who you can be with

at the moment . But what will happen in the futuree ? What will

happen to , 01 / 11 / 10 ? Will it gonee ? I know i'm nort the girl that you

think i am , I can't give you what you want . Im sorry .

Now , I really can imagining youu in the club with all those girls .

Youu actually did it . Make ouut . WOW ! You said i should trust you ,

and I did ! I really did trust you ! But , whyy ? Why ? You even promised .

Promised aren't meant to be broken ))': - If you cant promise , dont .

It will only hurt me more . I thought , you're different . But you changed .

I wanna be with youu , I really do . But , you dont take me seriously .
See - ing you with other girls , HECK YEAAAH , im jealous . Cos thats
shows I really love youu .
Daaaannnngg ! I feel like M.I.A - ing . Feeling wanna run away .
Till here only ,

Takecare , XOXO , EeqahSmallie <3

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