♥ Saturday, October 30, 2010
Bbbhy !
Im sorry , I shouldn't do what ai did yesterday .
Im so sorry , everything was happening so fast ))':
Please forgive me .
yesterday , went to party . Halloween party . At RP . Went with wiwi , & guy friends . Waited for them at boots&shoes .
Suppose to go with sonic and his friends , but they late . So went with
wan & friends . Sanggop sia them , from tamp , pasir ris & bedok ,
come to woodlands , Just to go club . Ahyohh ((: Then , reached ,
wiwi scared , she hold my hand all the way , hahah . Funny .
Once we inside , went in the front . Ai started dancing with wan's friend .
Hhaha , funnnnnyy ! :p Then , dance with another guys . Make friends ((:
Hhahha , KECHOHH ! Then , after all that . Went slackk .
Got into troublee . Dont wish to type anymore .
There's more photos but nort yet upload . Faster korang uploaad !
IM SERIOUSLY MISSING BBHY NOW ! I WANNA MIYT HIMM .
i wanna run , pleasee dyy pleasee ))': - I dont wish to let yu go .
I know what ai did , was wronng . & im really sorry .
Pleasee , forgive me , Dyy ))';
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♥ Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Gonna post a short one today . cos nothing much ai do .
Morning ai had funn ((: SUPER - FUNN !
Hahaha , webby with dy 10plus untill the next morning around 3plus ?
Ai guess . Do a lot of crazy things at the cam ((:
Hhahaa , the saddest part is , for the first time , ai saw dy . I saw a
guy cry ((': Iloveyouuubaby ! So touched when he really said
those things . Ai dont wanna fight no more . Cos im sick & tired of
losing yu . Okay bbhy ((': Now , IM HUNGRYYY ! hees ,
Craving for PIZZA ! <3
Do you ever think ;
Dont you hate it when you cry over the thing you cant have ?
When you were a little girl , it was that special toy .
Now ? It is that special boy <3
KecykBotak , I MISS YOUUU !
Promise me , promise me that you'll never forget me .
Tell me i change you somehow . Let me know that i had an impact on your life .
Promise me that you'll always remember me . Losing you was hard enough .
But i dont , dont want to go on knowing i mean absolutely nothing to you ((':
why am i having those negative thoughts again ?
can i really hold on to your words this time for sure ?
im trying to control my temper but i cant . i really like , wanna fcuk that motherfcuker
right upside down without any reason . this curiousity is killing me half dead .
ohhyeah , who am i again to ya ? ____|____ honestly ,
everythang turned out differently what i expected .
bile kite kasi muke , die pijak kepale .
bile kite membebel macam pukimak die , die tak terime .
To that person on my tagboard , FCUK THE HELL OFF !
Can I Have This , Pleasee ((: HHAHAHA <3
I MISS YOU BESTFRIEND ; MEGAA ! ((':
Takecare , XOXO , Eeqahsmallie <3
Labels: ~ short post .
♥ Tuesday, October 26, 2010
OhhMyFuckingGodd !
This girl , '' Saidatul Atikah '' , known as , '' Wiwi '' .
Here's a little advise for youu . Dont be such a bytch ken ?
I dont anti yu nor i hate you . But see-ing your photos and see-ing my
shirt , that you didnt even ask . Making me HATE you ! I mean it .
Do you want us to fight like last year ? Kao aper ? Sengket baju per girl !?
Irf you want my baju so badly , all you got to do is ask ! Is that so hard !?
Oh my god luhr , for heaven sake . Dont make me start fighting with you .
If you took one shirt , its okay luhr . I ken understand you like that shirt .
Lawar-lawar pey baju semuweer kao angkaat . Siaak per prangai ?
Nort ohniey one , but a few of them . No wonder , i look for my baju ,
tharqder . Rupernyer kao ahmek . Pffttt ! You even have the cheek to say
'' Ohh , kao kan left kao pey baju pat rumah ako '' . What the hell girl !?
Daaangg . Stop being a stealer will ya ? If you really want my baju ,
i'll give them to you like i give to charity back then , aytee ?
Urrgghh , seriously , im feeling little disgusted already . All this while you're
just backstabbing me . Last time , we're like sisters . Now ?
I dont know you anymoree . Takecare ayee whoever you are .
Labels: I cant believe you such a bitch, Oh my
♥ Monday, October 25, 2010
, MOMMY&DADDY !
I WANT THIS . PLEASEEEEE ;DD
PRETTY PLEASEE . HAHAH .
Well , thank god . Everything now seems to be okay .
No more fights , crying & hurt . Hope this will remain the way it
suppose to be , please dy . I so freaking love yu dy ((:
OhhMyy , my love for dy , gets deeper & deeper ((':
Forever will be , my one & ohniey dy ! <3
Eventually , dy cant miyt today ))': sedeyy nyer ako ! Hmpfft .
Ai got this vision that dy will be busy like this . With mama ,
work & friends . Hope he will make time for me . Haiss ))':
Takecaree , XOXO , EeqahSmallie <3
Oh today date suppose to be
; 261010, Tuesday .
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Dy , dont stressed up youself .
I know yu made mistakes , but i forgive yu .
Everyone makes mistake . & its good yu know . Dont repeat it .
I know , now yu are like . Daaammmn , paranoid of my tagboard .
Hahha , dont be , they just wanna cheer me up , tha'ts all .
Hmm , iloveyouuu . I just cant seem to forget bout yu . Truthfully ,
i did wanted to try forget bout yu , i just cant ((': Like i say , my love for
yu is questionable . Everything i say really meant it . Now , chatting
with yu on msn , makes me realise that yu notice your mistake .
& im glad . But pleasee pleasee , up coming 28th . Dont make the
problem again . Cos im sick & tired of repeating the same thing to yu .
Worse to worse , yu'll just hate me , Now eventhough we're alright .
Everything's fine , im still worried bout 28th . Is it gonna be like the
last saturday ? Are yu making up wth girls again ? Are yu gonna
promise me & then break it ? Im scared . Really scared . Hmmmmmmm .
Seriously , iloveyouuu . I hope yu do too . Try to show me that
yu love me kay dy ? Cos actions speak louder than words .
Till heree only ,
ILOVEYOUUU DADDY ! <3
Takecare , XOXO , EeqahSmallie .
Labels: iloveyouu dy ~
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, I really do missed the old yu .
Why cant yu be like last time ? You're different now .
You've started work , good . But dont start a new life , with a new girl .
It pains me to see yu go . Please come back , the old daddy
ai used to know ))': Show me that yu really love me & yu mean it .
I dont know why , but i feel , everyday , yu're further away from me .
Haiss . Hoping to see yu on 01/11/10 ((':
Iloveyouuu dy <3
I sunggoh rinduh my twinney ! ))':
I need youu <3
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♥ Saturday, October 23, 2010
She`s the type of girl who`s hurt deep inside,
yet am willing to look at you with a smile. Most definitely the kind of girl
who`s willing to brighten up your day, even if she can`t seem to brighten up her own world .
Dont take her for granted , cos once she's out , you'll never get to see her again .
Treasure the one you love , really closed . Cos once they're gone , they're gone .
And there's nothing you can do bout it .
To [ Kecyk Botak ] ;
I know the past mistakes I`ve done . and am trying to learn to make things right.
I have done wrong in my life and I dont want to do it again .
My love for youu is beyond questionable .
Being the controller of my emotions, feelings and fear as for I don`t
wish to be controlled by it. The little things that makes me realise how fortunate
I`ve always been. Spacing in room for you . and im glad that I can do it .
I love youu from the start , and believe you too . But hearing the things you did ,
just make me sank . I dont wish to move on , cos I know , I will lose
something really precious , and that is you .
Dangg, it`s been getting to me till now.
I just can`t let it go easily since i was so looking forward to it.
It always spoils my excitement. Just one word, DISSAPOINTED.
I freaking need a living punching bag right now. I`ve always love you .
But sadly why am i always been hurt ? Why are you doing this to me ?
uurrrggghhhhh ! Pull yourself together Eqah .
Only my hugging pillow knows how many nights i`ve cried.
Im here stressed up at home , while you're outside enjoying with girls
and your boys . What really hurts me is when you said ,
'' Yes I did .. Eu jealous ? Eu angry ? ''
Its like f - ing straight . I know im just a girl , who you can be with
at the moment . But what will happen in the futuree ? What will
happen to , 01 / 11 / 10 ? Will it gonee ? I know i'm nort the girl that you
think i am , I can't give you what you want . Im sorry .
Now , I really can imagining youu in the club with all those girls .
Youu actually did it . Make ouut . WOW ! You said i should trust you ,
and I did ! I really did trust you ! But , whyy ? Why ? You even promised .
Promised aren't meant to be broken ))': - If you cant promise , dont .
It will only hurt me more . I thought , you're different . But you changed .
I wanna be with youu , I really do . But , you dont take me seriously .
See - ing you with other girls , HECK YEAAAH , im jealous . Cos thats
shows I really love youu .
Daaaannnngg ! I feel like M.I.A - ing . Feeling wanna run away .
Till here only ,
Takecare , XOXO , EeqahSmallie <3
Labels: Disappointed with youuu
♥ Friday, October 22, 2010
, Hahhaha ((: Funn day ai had todayy .
Morning , woke up around 10plus . Waited for 12plus for
dy to go out of his housee , LATEEE ! )): Hhahah ,
most funniest is , dy already reached woodlands interchangee .
Ai said call me when he reached , dhier pey pandai , qy ahmek bus .
Tuh tharqper , qy ahmek salah bus ! HAHAHAHHAHA :DD
, Pey beylo sih dy ai ny . He call me , kater '' My , ai lostt ! ''
Hhahah , kiyuttt luhr daddy . Thenn , minutes later , dy said he was
down the void deck , cos he took cab . Tuh kecyk suker naah
take cab . Ahyohhh . Nak cehpat pey pahsal ((((((:
Fetch him then went up . Spend time with him like 2 to 3 hours .
Aheeeemmmmmm *Clear Throat* Giggles . I had funn ((:
Daddy & Mummy was superr nhottyy . Butt , who cares . Kan dy ? *Winks*
Im suree dy pon had fun . Hhahah , sssshhhhhh ! So around 4plus get ready .
Dy needs to go home , & ai niyd to see my friend . Hmmm .
DAAMNN LATEEE yu knoww . Talk here , talk there . Then went miyt
cousin and aunty , went tao payoh to see '' nenek '' . Makan-makan .
10plus went homee . Super tired . Now , overnight at cousin's placeeeeeee .
Currently chatting with dy ((: - Sad , never get to take pic with dy
just now ))': Haaisss . Hmmppfft , wishing he was beside me right now ,
wher ai ken hug him tightly , & pinch his cheeks ! Heeees , OHHHH !
Forgot to mention , dy lovee to kiss my nose . Dont know whyy .
But me likeyyy ! Hhahahha ((: Im scared for tommorrow ))':
Reaally worried , dont know what will happen . Cos dy going to thee party .
Then suppose to go , but ai nort free . Hmmmppfft . Hope he doesnt
do anythingg , with thosee girls ))': Ai trust himm . Hmmmmmmm .
PS ; / - ILOVEEYOUUUH DADDDYY !
Mwuaaaah-mwuaaaaah <3
Takecaree , XOXO , EeqahSmallie .
Labels: ~ wheeeeeeeeee, fuunn ~
♥ Wednesday, October 20, 2010
, Heyy you'll ((: Sorry didnt updaatee .
Been busyy , somehow ))': Hmm , elaborate narq ?
But gotta tell yu , tuesday was AWESOMMEE !
Monday , didn't went anywhereee .
Tuesdayy , went vivo city with
Babygirls & Dy . Hhahah , so kechohrablee gyler ((:
Good that dy ken blend with them . Hhahah , first time ai saw dy ,
WOW ! So short , heeh ((: No offencee dy . But kiyutt !
Cair ai . Hhahah . So went shopping , bought alot of things .
Ai saw this BEAUTIFULL dress at onee shop .
Wheeee ~ Me & dy went in . Got that blue flowered dress ,
put it on me , dy said , '' Wow my , you're so beautiful '' .
Auwwww ~ how sweet . Dy asked me , irf ai wanted that dress ,
ai said , nevermind luhr , next time .
In my heart , that dress , just calling my nameeee .
Begging to buy it . Hhahah ((: After shopshopp , went homee .
Dy , send me . Before go home , we went to woodlands garden ,
sit down , chatt ((: Hhahah , ssshhh !
Yu know , ai know . *Giggles* -
Miss those moments right now . Haaiss . Dyy dyy ! Okay dahdah .
Yesterday , just sat at homee , missing dy .
Then , sneak to use pc . Wishing dy was onlinee .
Moments later , he did . Heeeees . Happy ai ((:
Webcaam with him , urrgghhh ! Feeling wanna pinch his cheeks !
Heeeees , so kiyutt . Dy wait ey , on fridayy ! Yu kener terok2 !
Hahahh . Saddest part , ai cried while webcaming with him ))':
Just could'nt hold back my tears . Haaais .
Well , now currently waiting dy to finish
takraw . Then otp with him . Missing himm .
Dy , faster finishh ! Ai wanna talk
to yu luhr beylo . Heeees . Waiting for , 01/11/10 ((:
Tagboards been reply herree ;
To someone ; Hahha , he is ((: Thankyouuuuhh !
To PSB! ; thaaankyouuu , mega ? Yeaaah , my twinneyy ((: ;
To Eeqah ; Alright hunneyy <3
To Trisya ; Alrightt2 (((:
To Myra ; Okayokay , thankyouuu babygirl . Will link yu soon !
LovelyBoyy ; Uhhmmm ? Big '' ? '' - hahahahah .
To KecykBotak ; Hahhah , shallup luhr dy ! NO , sayang kaao lebeyy beylo <3
Takecareee , XOXO , EeqahSmallie ! Labels: ~ I love youu daddy
